my baby deserves more.............

im coming clean this time..... i'm pregs again and though it came as a welcoming surprise, im still feeling (very) anxious and paranoid. like who wouldn't.
went to see a new gynae today and he told us things we should have known previously of my condition. we have to be careful all the way to 18 weeks instead of the normal 12 weeks because i have a double uterus. i really want to curse and swear at our previous gynae for not giving us details so much so that we could have more careful then.
but anyway its a new start .... i contemplated not telling anyone till past the 18 weeks so that i can save the explaining should anything untoward happens again. but i decided and im writing this only because whoever reads this .......... i need your prayers for a strong and sticky baby. i promise to do all i can to protect the baby but it will depend on how the baby wants to stick. pls pls pray for me and the baby.

im still not telling unless you get to read this ;)