the irony of it all

sms with mumz

mum: we want to go chinatown. U game?
tam: we watching soccer tonight leh. anyway i am at the temple
mum: i thought you christian?
tam: haha i pray to anytg tt gives me money
mum: yah dan u shld pray to me!

farnie.


anyway seriously it has been a long while since i felt it. im a believer but as many others are guilty of, i no longer see the desire to make an effort anymore. of coz i always say i believe in God. but i also believe in fengshui, in karma , in the fortune god etc. i mean they gave me accurate 4d results!!
but i suppose, somewhere within, i always believed in the teachings of god. otherwise i wouldnt have really tattooed a cross. but again, din do research to find out if christianity forbids tattooing.hiaks



anyway, the irony is that i came across this prayer on another post and felt like it.


"Dear Lord, please help me see my marriage as a sacred thing. May I always understand that being married was not meant to just make me happy but make my character more holy. Help me remember being married is less about having the right partner and more about being the right partner. Shape me into the wife my husband needs and deserves. Help me to pause before I speak so I don’t react out of anger, frustration, or selfishness. Show me how to respect, love and give to this man in a way that honors You and brings joy to our home. In Jesus’ Name, Amen"
Proverbs 31