i hate...

i hate when i cant find maj kakis
i hate when i cant watch my fav tv programme
i hate when i cant sleep at night
and most of all i hate when my loved ones are upset
this is not a hate post. neither am i lamenting about my life.
and i cannot describe the hurt i feel when my sis is upset.
i wish i could drive them over. or push them off the building.
or maybe even use my bare hands to strangle them silly.
just so that my sis will feel better.
its pointless when i cant do anything to make her feel better.
i just hope she knows that no matter what, she'll have us to love.
we are still young... and have a long way ahead of us.
加油!加油!