picking up the pieces

i need a closure.

and it didnt help that its confirmed that it was caused by trauma. yes .. by carelessness or misfortune it doesnt matter anymore. it just makes me feel worse. but still better than when it first occured. its been 2 weeks and memories are still fresh. ouch...

i need to get away .... from the rest of the world. like now.

freak ... this is so not me anymore.... help.