my utmost fear

its been a news worthy week. of which i would not put in details.
but it seems the festive season has come to end. and so have many
long lasted relationships. the pp you thought would get married.
and the pp who should be expecting kids soon .
it frightens me to the core. knowing that when love ends, its not in yourhands anymore. so what do you do. beg for a second chance ? let go and start anew? hang on and wallow in self pity? curse at your own misfortune?

i know wat pp think of us. that we are prob match made in heavem
but it scares me even more knowing that i have to leave up to it.
we have our problems but im sure we would die for each other. we have the time of our lives, just the 2 of us. we could live in the world with just the 2 of us.we share common interests all year long.
but when the time comes do we have to live to expectations.
we speak of it so often and we are so sure of the love we have for each other.

after all the failed relationships i have heard and seen.
it scares me.
but is love everlasting? will love surpass all else?
i certainly hope so.
coz i will be so lost without us.